Just got back from the coast and seeing Laura and Eric. What a great time we had , at the Spirit House and then dinner and arty art art art.. What fun to have such good and deep friends..We saw the eclipse of the stormy moon. i ate mussels ....heeeeee !! Saw the painting of the lady with the red hat and the other galleries...Carolyn's knee is getting better. We are having lots of fun...I am happy

My show was great in Willits, plus I picked up a new account and more work.. Carolyn and I saw Oliver this weekend , my god was it funny, a scene where two large people were to fall on a couch, boom they broke the couch and screamed , I am going to scream.. not part of the play it was so funny..

I feel we are in the golden age here in Ukiah, the culture is for all of us , not a bunch of pretend high class rich people ... we are getting the best here ...we had a great time, she is the best gal...tonight we see another play...life is good with a great companion.

The year is coming to an end with a trail of learning and growth. This has been a great year for my heart and my vision. Yet there are sad notes in that I had to leave people behind. I loved those people and I hope some bright remembrance will return and we will be redeemed.

Carolyn and I are getting wacky waiting for our first argument , we laugh and wonder how can it be, two highly educated people can be so smitten. We laugh all the time, nurturing the wounds of life we add understanding to our past, and we are learning so many new theories of things around us , I now have to reconsider my palmistry knowledge and update with new facts, I hope I can get the book started this year. I have still learn how to put dominance in the mix, right or left, hand /leg/eye/ear/ hemesphere... what a download..

She awakes on Sunday morning, my show money is burning ( what a good show I had even during a recession), out to breakfast at the Bluebird.. life is good...

After one year, we rise to deeper views

a year ago

Now that I have an open field , a view from my deck, all this cleaning , organizing and getting rid of things, is making me clear in what I see. This growth I guess began with my love light finally turning on years back. I have taken that light, my lovingness and carried forward a deeper, view of living which, of course, I am giving back, I see all the beauty that surrounds me. I am surrounded by some great people now,,I can't believe what I am learning, water,my pug mill,, education, art , my writing, the garden, kimchi, I meditate more, 64 gene code, my music is killer, new songs, and a partner to play with, life is good...I have never been happier....I see all directions....

Wisdom is a verb. Change; it's noun. Lucid seeing is the long process of becoming yourself, being the joy that is always there. Without the seeing there is no movement to change, not feeling the bearing of change there is no heart, without heart there is no wisdom, the will includes an old story not holding the space of ascension.

Expanded out from my center I will "do my best" to help with others with liberation. Though it is hard when people don't , meditate, give thanks or nurture the light of love between us.....Isn't a pity how we break each others hearts forgetting to give back and because of the of the tears of a hard hearts , there is no seeing of the new love we are creating. Love and will , love and wisdom are the same.. So much I have felt and learned in one year, I chose to expand or contract by will not story , thank you......

You learn about love and friendship or , you learn about someone's pattern :at sixty something ... There are many patterns compromising people's hearts yet an expanded reasonable loving friend is one of a kind, the love and listening is Now, today, Now

‎"Inability to accept the mystic experience is more than an intellectual handicap. The lack of awareness of the basic unity of organism and environment is a serious and dangerous hallucination." -Alan Watts

The rains have come, at the same time I arrived here years ago. The rains redeem me, and remind me the my bearing in true. Over the years many people have come and gone and now I have a family of friends, who's word I trust and who will do the their best with me as I do with them. I have great people in my life and I am glad Acorn is coming home from the hospital , and we will play..Today we make the last of my apples, so good this year, it 's a crisp. Last year was applesauce , we upgrade...

tribute to Acorn

to my dear friend, I hope we play music again, you will always be part of me, as your favorite song goes, "God has a master plan", my deep friends are forever....healup my friend...

new  poem...

The stars like a message in a bottle , lure me past my uncertainty.

There is no dark side to the night sky,

the light is the same refection to my child's eye; I remember.

The love and comfort of being included.

When I smile through my eyes, time and eternity follow ,

when I see through my hands, space is a dominion with no corners.

I can not flounder in my respect ,

steadfast to the love that unfolds at my feet.

Waiting in the stillness,

yearning for the touch of my true companion.

just finished an art show and had a great time selling my new work. They took all my painted ware. Back to the studio, get to work, ha, ha...

traveling has been fun this year, seeing art, chasing photographs like waterfalls, hot springs, music gathering and finally getting to see and hear some spiritual leaders. Life is good, my true companion leading me deeper into sensing the singular and knowing love, the last two years have been heart-full , my angel Lucid helps me with my bearing as I find myself in the deeper design of love and truth...

Life has been great new friends,the music, the art , my make over at my land. This week I am back to my web presence, personal change takes time. I'll be more active....knox